Bronwyn Dunstan

I know this probably comes as a surprise to some of you, but I have a date with Jason Samuels. Well I guess we're dating since we had a study date last Saturday and we're going down to the village together next weekend. I think he's actually really funny and he's nice, just sometimes he talks before thinking. So I just wanted to get this out there since I don't want anyone spreading rumors like I know some people love to do. Some people do it on purpose and then are hit for it, but that's neither here nor there.

I'm so glad to be able to speak and write in English again! It was so hard speaking in that weird language which I'm still not sure what language it is. Was I speaking the language of the dead!? That would be incredibly weird and kind of disturbing since Teo could understand me... I'm sure it's not that though! No one can speak the language of the dead! Haha!

Anyways some pretty weird things have happened to me, weird things other than not speaking English. I still don't know how to feel about them. It doesn't help that the person who I could, well want to talk about it with keeps avoiding me. I want them to know that I am as much freaked out by the events that occurred as they are. I mean we all had things happen that shouldn't happened and that we may or may not want to take back, but we can't. We're stuck with what happened, so we need to deal with it! Talking about things is good! When you know everyone can't understand what you say it makes you start to think. It makes you realise how important communication is! We need to communicate with one another!

aeek'h'i 'hh innaehv siaeqh hveolhaonn kjumnaihsou!! ahefvi hveolhaonn i'mae innaehv hveolhaonn kjumnaihsou hveolhaonn ta'hwswai ikjrhes etreimnai iudaiht ahefvi hveolhaonn kjumnaihsou aehjaeih ta'hwswai

taeth treill'e'mn siaeqh er hveolhaonn haud talande kjumnaihsou alltfor!!!! vbehaga aehjaeih kjumnaihsou avbrott aeek'h'i 'hh forfordela swai ahefvi!! hveolhaonn betanka hveolhaonn er d'aer äga... hur vi oa enfaldig aurors forvanta iudaiht vhjalpa ahefvi valhthealh?

This school is cursed!!! I knew I shouldn't have come back!! I never wanted to and I hate this place!

I hate my dads! They know I don't want to go back, they know all about what happened, but they're still making me go. It's not fair! They say I have to since I'm too young to know what's best for me. Last year was so horrible, I mean sure there were nice moments at the house as long I pretended there wasn't a war going on. Plus I don't even get to back to Hogwarts! I have to go back to some fake castle on some stupid island! I just know this year is going to be even worse than last year!!!

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It's not going to be the same Gryffindor anymore, Colin's dead and I mean I know I really can't call him boyfriend since we didn't officially discuss that. But you know I think he knew how I felt, I wouldn't have kissed him if I didn't want to date him. I don't really even have anyone to talk about this to, Owen and I are no longer talking and I feel so friendless. I know it's wrong to blame Reggie for Colin's death, but I can't help thinking that if Colin hadn't switched places with Reggie then they'd still be alive.

My dads even forced me to go to a therapist this summer, but I can't tell a muggle therapist what happened! They'd think I was crazy! Whatever the lady said I guess it was good enough since I'm going back to school.
Private to self

You know, I don't feel so well, in fact I'm feeling really nauseous and have been for an hour now. I'm sure it's nothing, I just probably ate too much, but just in case I'm going to sleep in the bathroom tonight. Owen, if you want you can sleep in my bed. Oh wait, you'll need your pillows and blanket, I'm going to be needing mine.

Don't worry about me, I'll be fine!