I hate my dads! They know I don't want to go back, they know all about what happened, but they're still making me go. It's not fair! They say I have to since I'm too young to know what's best for me. Last year was so horrible, I mean sure there were nice moments at the house as long I pretended there wasn't a war going on. Plus I don't even get to back to Hogwarts! I have to go back to some fake castle on some stupid island! I just know this year is going to be even worse than last year!!!
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It's not going to be the same Gryffindor anymore, Colin's dead and I mean I know I really can't call him boyfriend since we didn't officially discuss that. But you know I think he knew how I felt, I wouldn't have kissed him if I didn't want to date him. I don't really even have anyone to talk about this to, Owen and I are no longer talking and I feel so friendless. I know it's wrong to blame Reggie for Colin's death, but I can't help thinking that if Colin hadn't switched places with Reggie then they'd still be alive.
My dads even forced me to go to a therapist this summer, but I can't tell a muggle therapist what happened! They'd think I was crazy! Whatever the lady said I guess it was good enough since I'm going back to school.
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